Bullying behavior is only for the insecure, and unhappy.

"It was the cruelest torture I could imagine"- Esther (Orphan)

Bullying in any form is devastating, and feels like the end of the world. It can destroy you in seconds. For years, I was bullied by a co-worker, the main reason why I had to leave my previous job.

Some people are just an embarrassing excuse for an existence and have no business expressing their inconsistent and therefore irrelevant accusations. Obsess much???

At first, I felt awful about such commentary not understanding what would motivate a person to put someone down just because they think they are powerful. I realized it wasn't about me being "sensitive", it was about some people being unhappy and insecure. So unhappy that she has to go to great lengths to insult someone consistently. And she usually does when her pea sized brain finds something else to pick on. I tried to deal with it by sleeping it off, I struggled with eating disorders, and causing physical pain to myself, all in the hopes of distraction but the pain is still there, often stronger than ever, and unbearable vivid. Due to emotional baggage, my body has been throwing massive warning signs telling me to slow down, my high blood pressure and migraine being more persistent that ever. I have lost focus on what’s important.

Stop judging others for their mistakes. Work on correcting yours. Nobody is perfect, and nobody will ever be perfect. You can only be the best you that you can be. Do not try to be someone else, don't envy someone for what they have that you don't. Look in the mirror and see the good, dismiss the bad.  You have the rest of your life to better yourself, you owe it to yourself to at least try. In the end, we only have one life… if you're going to live it, live it like you mean it.

I have decided to remove people and things that do not need to be in my way and hinder my growth. Sending all my love and good vibrations to everyone who is in need of a hug. 

Set yourself free ♥ 

By the grace of God, I will find some peace again…soon